# Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Less than two weeks...

I thought I had grown out of these, but the anxiety dreams have begun! 

..... I am running frantically through the halls, the rooms don't seem familiar, but they should, it has been a whole semester so I should know where it is.  I finally arrive, after feeling like my legs are running through glue and I sit down just in time for the final, but I haven't done any of the reading and all of the material seems like it is written in some foreign language!  This is where I start to panic even more, but then I wake up.....

I have had these dreams before the start of school ever since I can remember, at least going back to Jr. High.  As excited as I get in starting a new year, the anxiety over the unknown rears its ugly head.  This year however at least I feel I have some individual experience under my belt both professionally and academically that only I can bring to the table.  I sure hope it helps me keep my head above water!

Thursday, July 15, 2004 2:44:57 PM (Pacific Standard Time, UTC-08:00)
I still have those dreams, and I'm not even going to school anymore!
I also have dreams about color guard auditions! ;)
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